Feeling Blue

I have been sort of down in the dumps since we lost our baby. 

I am unhappy with my job. 

I am unhappy that I didnt get to hold a bundle of joy in May. 

I am unhappy that I am my own worst enemy. 

However- I think it is in times like these where you have to find the positive and good things that you do have. 

My job may not be the best- but at least I have one. 

My little boy and husband are the lights of my life and I look forward to being with them every day. 

I own my car. 

The sun is shining.

I really do have a great sense of humor. 

I can get along with anyone regardless of personal beliefs. 

I am strong in character, will, and heart. 

I am physically strong. 

I have friends that are like my family- and that is always a great thing. 

I have a little neighbor girl that adores learning new things. We are teaching her how to fingerpraint and use chalks. 

I can still play soccer with my son. Though- I am getting rusty. 

I am alive and I am capable of feeling a range of emotions- which keeps me grounded. 

I am loved and I get to reciprocate that love and really, isn't that what life is about? Loving your fellow man? 

I think so.